Hi Blog,

Well another week or so flown past.....this is what getting older does...time zips by ...lickety spit...and it will be Christmas soon. Already I am bombarded by catalogues for Christmas cards, Christmas presents etc. How many more Christmases do i have I wonder? In yoga apparently you have so many breaths in life and once you have breathed your alloted breaths thats it.....I am measuring my life span in Christmases?????? Help!!!!!

Thinking ahead like this makes time go faster....why cannot we be in the 'here and now' rather than the 'tomorrow, lets get it sorted'?

I cant cope.

And also whatever happened to the real meaning of Christmas eh? Where has that disappeared? Into someones advertising and marketing strategy.....hmph.

Anyhoos I am not getting on well with my book- this was/is to be my passport to another lifestyle and it is grounded in the calms of no-one is helping me find out about the film industry. Why are they so mean spirited? I have written, phoned and asked loads of folk for advice or to be able to spend a day on a film location shoot and I am getting no-where fast. Oh blue blue meanies........

Still, where there's a will and all that......

Perhaps some kind soul might read this and assist??????? ( I should be so lucky eh?)

Anyway must away now as the day is running out fast and I have lots to do.

See you again soon Blog.